A lost and broken heart

This was my 1st poem that I ever made... Try to bear with the cacat-ness of it.. Haha..


As I shed silent tears for you,
I think of all the times I had with you,
All the fun and laughter we had,
I keep wondering whether you'll be back in my life.

Wishing and hoping you'll be back,
but wishing is wishing and
hoping will remain as hoping.
My hopes and wishes always crushed.
I think to myself what did I do wrong?

Was it me?
Was it you?
Will you ever be back?
I'm laying here looking at the stars,
Thinking that you are too.

I want you to come back,
Back into my life.
I want to have the feelings that I had with you.
I guess that maybe we were never meant to be, me and you.

Days go by, then weeks, then months and I never hear a single word from u.
Your drifting futher away from me.
And in case your were wondering you still linger in my mind.
Wondering whether your thinking about me too.

Was it fate that tore us apart?
Will fate bring us back together?
I keep wondering to myself
These questions in my head are begging for release.

Wanting to see you again, thought only for a day.
Everyday I look out the window thinking that
I might see you walking down the road.
I want to feel your warmth of my head against your chest.
And I want to see your sweet smile again though for a minute.

I feel like your already fading from my thoughts.
I don't want you to fade away.
You were my first true friend.
I'll wait forever if I have to just to see you again.

Just to once again be in your arms.
I care about you, but do you feel the same way about me?
I have cared for you all my life.
And I forever will.